New Chapter.

So I finally know what I'm doing with my life.
I'M MOVING TO BRISTOL!!! :D *jumps around dancing*
I cannot wait to go to uni, I'm so excited! But I'm so nervous to move away from london & my family.
  This is exactly what I wanted. But it doesn't stop me from feeling sad, scared and anxious!
I need to move away from home so I can gain some sense of self and independence.
I always rely on my mum, sisters, aunty and grandma to get me whatever I need. I've had a few jobs, but they don't last long.
So I need this to grow as a person. 
  Going to uni is going to be a challenge itself. But I'm willing to do what it takes to get where I want to be.
A few years ago I didn't even want to go to uni. The thought of it scared the shit out of me and I was sure I would be living at home (in hounslow) forever.
    But after finding friends who actually had proper ambition in life. Going to uni, working hard etc, I changed my thoughts and views on life.
I visited all my friends at their different unis and saw how happy they were with the lives they lived. It was no secret that it was hard-work, money was tight and that being away from home sometimes got on top. 
But seeing their independence, freedom and generally their lifestyles made me realise I want something more from my life.
I can't be stuck in a hole. I NEED to become something...
    And I will! The first step was working my arse off and getting into UWE. 
I've done that :) 
And on the weekend I'll be moving into my new home!
    Then.... The next chapter of my life begins!!