It's easy to pretend everything's okay when you're secluded. But when you have to face the world it's a lot harder. That's when you have to acknowledge the reality of situations and deal with the obstacles life had thrown at you.
This time last year, I was hurt. I was confused. But I knew what I wanted and I had the support of my friends to help me achieve that and I had them to hold me up each time I didn't get it.
It may seem crazy, but sometimes I think I want those times back. I mean, yes I was hurting and I don't miss the pain, but having those friends that could help me forget or give me advice or just be there for me and let me have fun.... that got me through the hardest, most painful times.
Now, I have all the things I strived for this time last year. But without my friends, I still feel empty.
I guess you can never have it all.
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